Negative thoughts

No one would like to stay in trouble or to stay in pain forever. If anyone is in that condition surely will be helped.

What if I say I never get the result I want in other words when I think I want to live a moment with a person and I can’t get it. That is the biggest example I can give but my daily life is filled with this problem no one understands me even I am confused.

Do I have to get worried or do I just adapt that. Well what if I start thinking the opposite of what I want and accidentally or by law I am getting it right!

But I can’t ask death for myself to live forever so I am confused again or its just someone is playing sitting behind me and rolling on the floor laughing.