Where Is That Love?

She stood alone in the park where she met him once while talking to herself over her future and now there is no one in the future to hold her hand like she was secure. The only question she asks herself is, was 7 years of loyalty was not enough? 

She shrugs and tries to bend her thoughts to the blooming flowers who are no more familiar like they use to be when she found them on the doormat on her birthday last year. Has she been strike by a thunder or she hit herself to the wall of terror.

All that is acceptable for her but she thinks of betraying him and leaving him no options but sorrows and difficulties. She can do everything but cant stand his ignorance and tears. But how can she go back after all she had faced, ignoring for better and peace and in the end she is alone sitting on sand making empty hearts and waiting for waves to wash them off.

Simple life with smile, laugh and harmony changed into she saw in the sad movies and she cant believe she is the part of it. She have accepted all of it with arms wide open, things are not changing and she is not returning back. 

She opens her book of heart and look for the answers of her fears. She was misunderstood, misjudged and pushed to cry off the cage. Now she is not going back, now she is not saying sorry, now she is not compromising and now she is not yours anymore.

She stand up and walk towards the road leaving the shore behind, she turned around look into the sun rising, she smiled and said its my new day and new beginning.

But the question remains in her heart “Where is that love?” 

My love (poem)

I got up in the morning with a smile
There is no office, desk or files
I am up there watching you from the clouds
Killing my all worries and doubts
 
At last I am in love
These clouds are white like doves
Finally I am alive
I so want to go with you on a long drive
 
Fear, worries and problems are gone
I have been waiting for ages to see this dawn
Why did you call them all in at a banquet 
You completed me in a cold night under a blanket
 
Let me grab your hand and take you to the stars
Fade away all your pain by kissing on your scars
I will give you the love that you still miss
I will show you what heavens yes

This is a feeling of a newly-wed bride to her groom, She feels complete and wants to give back the love he wishes.