Where Is That Love?

She stood alone in the park where she met him once while talking to herself over her future and now there is no one in the future to hold her hand like she was secure. The only question she asks herself is, was 7 years of loyalty was not enough? 

She shrugs and tries to bend her thoughts to the blooming flowers who are no more familiar like they use to be when she found them on the doormat on her birthday last year. Has she been strike by a thunder or she hit herself to the wall of terror.

All that is acceptable for her but she thinks of betraying him and leaving him no options but sorrows and difficulties. She can do everything but cant stand his ignorance and tears. But how can she go back after all she had faced, ignoring for better and peace and in the end she is alone sitting on sand making empty hearts and waiting for waves to wash them off.

Simple life with smile, laugh and harmony changed into she saw in the sad movies and she cant believe she is the part of it. She have accepted all of it with arms wide open, things are not changing and she is not returning back. 

She opens her book of heart and look for the answers of her fears. She was misunderstood, misjudged and pushed to cry off the cage. Now she is not going back, now she is not saying sorry, now she is not compromising and now she is not yours anymore.

She stand up and walk towards the road leaving the shore behind, she turned around look into the sun rising, she smiled and said its my new day and new beginning.

But the question remains in her heart “Where is that love?” 

1$ worth 100$

My country have nothing bad in its self other than people yelling over stupid tv shows and pretending to be wise helpers of the country when they don’t realise the fact our other fellow countries still use coins to buy a candy for their kids and we have to take out wallet to buy because coins are found in the museums.

And if I want to graduate again in other country paying 1,000,000 in local currency and I am not welcomed with a job in my home, what do I do I would rather earn there and invest in here because of the currency power.

Yet again what next if law and order condition strikes against me? Should I risk it all to loose my all in my homeland.

Why do you all complaint over me leaving the country, at least I am honest to my self and I am not like you eating the best of the resources we have.

I know you all who talk too much when we will be in a state of war, your passports already have visas and others are ready to accept you with arms wide open.

But I will come back for the last time to save my motherland and she will accept me with a tear in her eye and I will stay with her.